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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 20, 2010 17:39:12 GMT -5
Roseflight's stomach knotted, her heart tugging slightly. Yearning for a cat she could never have. Was this how Goldenblaze felt too? Did he feel the heartbreak? And what about Gladepaw? What would she do if she knew about. . . them?
"I-I don't know what to do anymore Goldenblaze. . . Nothing seems to make sense." her voice was little more than a mumble. She wanted to simply curl up and forget the world, and cry until she was tearless.
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 20, 2010 18:04:57 GMT -5
"Calm down," he said soothingly, "If you stress out, you might get sick..." he didn't want her to hurt like she was. He felt hopeless, like nothing he did could help her.
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 20, 2010 18:41:14 GMT -5
Roseflight snorted slightly, despite her sadness.
"How ironic. A sick medicine cat." she almost growled. She felt so useless! Nothing was going right! Why had StarClan cursed her with this life?
"Do you feel it to?" she asked, her voice soft again as her head lowered. "Do you feel your heart squeeze and seem to catch your breath, threatening to suffocate you?"
In many ways, she wanted him to feel the same. But knowing he did would only make things harder.
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 20, 2010 18:56:02 GMT -5
"More often then I'd like to admit..." he whispered. He looked down. Why could he do or say anything to help her? He hated seeing her so upset, but was there anything he could do?
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 20, 2010 19:15:31 GMT -5
"I want this to work out so badly that it rips me apart every day Goldenblaze. . ." she whispered, still looking away. "I want to be with you more than almost anything. The only thing I want more is for you to be happy. To have what you deserve. And that means not risking everything you have only for me."
'I'm willing to throw away everything. But I'm not willing to let you.'
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 20, 2010 21:28:23 GMT -5
"And what if...you make me happy?" Goldenblaze said softly, "What if I'd rather throw everything away, than be separated from you?" They had always been together, and he wasn't willing to let that go.
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 20, 2010 23:12:41 GMT -5
"Then. . . Oh I do't know Golenblaze!" She looked up at the sky whih was dotte by little whispy snow like clouds.
"I-I just don't know. . ." Tears pricked her eyes as she loked sky-ward. Nothing seemedto be right.
'How can yo love a cripple? How can you want to throw everything away for me, but seem to the same for Gladepaw?
Why do we love eachother?'
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 20, 2010 23:32:13 GMT -5
"Well...it makes it really difficult, doesn't it...?" Goldenblaze said, "Because I don't either..."
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 20, 2010 23:50:17 GMT -5
Roseflight layed down, sighing in frusteration as a small jolt of pain ate at her paw suddenly and from the confusion and stress of the subject matter. It collapsed slightly under her weight as she layed, but she tried to make it as normal looking as possible. The last thing she needed was somebody fretting over her limp.
"Then maybe we should try to wait for awhile and see if it'll solve some of itself." she sighed, her voice edged with pain although she tried to seem normal.
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 21, 2010 0:10:35 GMT -5
As he watched her lay down with sad, worried eyes, he sighed, "You think that'll work?"
He couldn't think of any instance where a situation this big sorted itself out. He sighed again, and looked up at the sky, silently asking StarClan for some answers.
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 21, 2010 0:26:41 GMT -5
"Not really, but what other choice do we have Goldenblaze?" she looked up at him, sadness dancing in her eyes with subdued pain.
"Are you really prepared to run away from the clan that took us in? Are you ready to take on the responsibility of a father?" Roseflight sighed, looking at her paws. Honestly, she wasn't sure if either of them would be prepared to be a parent. And if they really did run away, Goldenblaze would have to support them both, since she couldn't hunt.
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 21, 2010 10:37:49 GMT -5
Run away from the Clan? Be a father? The latter he's always wanted, but to run away? From his home since he was a kit? His friends, no...family? He never imagined that...
"I'd do whatever I'd need to," he answered truthfully.
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 21, 2010 13:34:43 GMT -5
Roseflight was afraid he would say that.
'Are you willing to?' She questioned herself. Was she prepared to run away from her home, her only kin, and Doveheart? All for Goldenblaze? And turn her back on StarClan?
"You do realize there is no going back?" her voice was soft and stern as she looked up at the tom she loved, but wasn't meant to.
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Post by Goldenblaze on Feb 21, 2010 19:02:43 GMT -5
"I realize this..." he replied softly, "But...we're not running away, are we?" he mewed.
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Post by Roseflight~Stonepaw on Feb 21, 2010 20:44:55 GMT -5
"That seems to be one of the very few options we have."[/b she whispered, looking away.All there options were either forbidden, or hurt one of them. It just wouldn't come together! Nothing seemed to be right.
Why couldn't the problem just go away entirely?! Why did they have to love eachother?
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