Regrets

[Greenlily//Topaz]

Greenlily couldn't believe her ears. She fell back onto her haunches and stared blankly at Wolfstar for a long moment. "You... do love me." She digested that for a moment, he heart thundering away in her chest. He'd... what, changed his mind? But this was what she had been hoping for, was it not? But how could she take him back after what he'd done to her? He'd broken her heart and left her, and now here he was, begging her to take him back? Now that it came down to it, she wasn't sure she wanted to. What if he hurt her again? "Wolfstar, I... I don't know..."

[Wolfy//June]

Wolfstar's ears flattened against his head. "I don't blame you if you say no. I know you would be very unsure." he shuffled his paws,not knowing what to say.

[Spruceburn]

Sprucepaw let out a startled yowl as Wolfstar shoved him out of the way, landing with a soft thump on the moist river-bed. The young tom was spitting profanities profusely as Starlingsong helped him to his paws. '' That mouse-brained, fox-hearted, crow-food eating... '' he muttered angrily after his father. He turned his head to Starlingsong, '' Oh yes, I bet he did! And now he's probably going to go crawling back to Greenlily like the mange-pelt he is! '' he growled, glaring into the forest after his father. Should he go after him?

[Greenlily//Topaz]

Greenlily sighed heavily. She could tell Wolfstar meant his words, but she also meant hers. She stepped forward and licked his forehead. "Wolfstar, I'm sorry, but I'm ust not ready to take you back yet. You broke me when you told me you didn't love me anymore, and I've been trying to get over you. Now you come back telling me that you were wrong. I can tell you mean it, but I can't take you back so soon after that. Perhaps in the future, when we've both managed to get a grip on our true feelings. In a few moons we can talk again, and if you're sure that you really do love me and I'm sure that I really do love you, maybe then we can be together again." She felt terrible for the pain she had to be causing the confused tom, and she hoped that she'd done the right thing. But this way they would either be sure that they belonged together, or be sure that they didn't. She just wanted the truth.

[mouse]

Starlingsong sighed. "Sprucepaw, he is your father and leader. I don't think its very wise to talk bad about him. Remember, StarClan is watching over us."

[Spruceburn]

Sprucepaw was about blow up at the warrior, he had every right to talk bad about Wolfstar! But he knew that this whole mess wasn't Starlingsong's fault. '' I know... it's just that he makes me so angry! '' he meowed in almost a complaining tone.

[Wolfy//June]

Wolfstar felt as though his legs could not hold him up. The sprint to catch up to Greenlily had done him no good. He felt his heart plummet and tie itself in many knots. He felt sick. Many unreadable emotions swam in his head. Suddenly, his knees buckled beneath him, sending him crashing to the ground. Not wanting to look too pathetic, the tom crawled over to the river and drank some water. But instead of getting back up, he just stared blankly at the flowing river. Wolfstar, I'm sorry... The words rang bitterly in his ears, taunting him and he felt someone inside him yowling Ha! You deserve it you heartless, mangy, thoughtless, arrogant- the list of names for him ran on. Why?Why....

[mouse]

"No, your right. Its none of my business what you do." Starlingsong meowed to the apprentice, but he gave a small smile. "Maybe when all this mess passes over, we can hunt."

[Ember~Rain]

Brindlefeather walked along the river with a water vole in her mouth. She stopped when she saw Starlingsong talking with Sprucepaw. She heard the older tom say somehting about hunting. She padded over to him, her eyes sparkling. "Would you like to hunt with me?" she meowed shyly.

[mouse]

"Oh hi, Brindleface. I was just seeing if Sprucepaw wanted to hunt too so his could get his mind off things." Starlingsong meowed to the brindled warrior.

[Birdsong]

Birdsong, the other member of Brindlefeather's hunting patrol, came to stand by the said she-cat. She wondered idly why Sprucepaw would need to take his mind off things, but disregarded it and dipped her head. "We'd enjoy the extra company, if you two are willing."

[Ember~Rain]

Brindlefeather winked at Starlingsong. Then, she leaned over and whispered in Birdsong's ear, "I call Starlingsong, if you know what I mean."

[Spruceburn]

( Oh nice Brindle xD )

'' I don't need to take my mind off things... I'm not a kit. '' the young tom grumbled to himself as all these cats began appearing. He glanced over at his father, who was staring into the river at his reflection like it was a different world. Was that a twinge of sympathy he felt stirring inside himself for Wolfstar? No, he wouldn't allow it. Wolfstar was getting what he deserved... His ears pricked and he turned his head quickly as Birdsong's sweet voice floated toward him. Suddenly, hunting sounded very fun to the young tom as he got to his paws. He was already the biggest out of the four, it wouldn't be long until he recieved his warrior name. '' Yeah, lets all go hunting. '' he meowed.

[mouse]

(Creepy.... o.O)

Starlingsong looked back at Brindlefeather awkwardly, then got to his paws and shook his pelt. "Great. Lets get going." He meowed aloud to the other cats in the hunting group walking away from the river to the Barren Field.

[mouse]

(Someone should make a place for us. I tried to start it, but failed. xD)